When nothing seems right

When nothing seems right, negative thoughts of all sorts hit us. Wanting to give up when there's seemingly no light at the end of the tunnel. When there are no junctions of change to turn at.

When nothing seems right.

Nothing seems right?

Rarely if not never anyone says that all seems to be wrong rather than nothing seems to be right. We are so sure of nothing seeming to be right yet unable to confirm if all is wrong. Contradictory.

Pessimism, one of the many pawns the devil has, strikes at every chance with the desire to override our minds.

No one cares. No one loves me. I'm worthless. Familiar, aren't they.. Those are the untruths, truths till a certain extent, for in actual fact quite a few words were erased. No one whom I expect to care cares. No one that I know of loves me. I'm worthless for that's most probably why no one loves me and no one cares.

Blinded we are by pessimism. Robbed we are of joy and freedom.

When and only when we open our eyes are we able to notice the little blessings we have -- the people who care, the ones who love us, all of them. On a bad hectic day when I was in need of some cheering-ups, facing the possibility of missing my lunch and thus not being able to take some painkillers for my leg, some chocolates from See Jia and a lunchbox from Zi Wei, albeit diminutive, these little acts of care and love shook me awake from my daydream.

The impeccable absence of care and love never exists in the whole of mankind, for He loves each and every one of us unconditionally. And knowing that is enough. More than enough.

So open your eyes and you will see.