It still aches. It hasn't lessened.
In await for the wounds to heal all because it's agonizing and interfering with responsibilities and daily activities. Those sound like words uttered by one who's selfish and indifferent to the condition of one's own heart. Indifferent to the other part of one's own self. Perhaps so.
The potential harms possibly inflicted upon one's state of mental health.
How, then, to choose? Or instead, should one not leave the healing to Him?
Wincing whenever it stings while in the midst of coping with unreasonable yet seemingly inevitable pressure. There's nothing one can possibly do in this except for praying and waiting, is there?
The desire to curl up into a ball but the circumstances aren't allowing that. Or perhaps it's not the circumstances but one not allowing it.
At the bottom of the line lie the words, 'Just go on.'
Reminder to self : Faith in God includes faith in His timing.
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