Soldier

While having these but not limited to them, 2-choose-1 life or death situations, emotions restricted, battles, yeah I sure do keep telling myself this is going to end up just fine when it can literally drive someone insane. Solemnly.

And no one knows how scared I am.

Deal with it. That's what I keep telling myself.

On alert 24/7 for life-threatening situations can come any minute. Tell me why I feel tensed even when I sleep.

That's what I pretty much am. A soldier.

Store them all up, it's not going to do you any good, be a robot. Just let her scream; she'll know when to stop when she realizes you're not listening to her.

So the tortures were the prelude to what torture is.